Saturday. Went to hougang mall to get mail. played a little PS2 in the morning. sun setting now, and i managed to get TICK! TACK! and Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien downloaded. kinda happy, but also… moody. anyways, good night…. life… still hasn’t met my expectations.
never used the computer due to some business i need to settle outside… yesterday went to watch Harry Potter and took a walk and such with my mother and sister+her boyfriend. man they held hands infront of me >.> while i was walking with them, and waiting for my mother. indeed, a good thing i still had a MP3 with me, Mirage Lullaby - Yuria, that song… it somehow claims my heart and never willing to release me from its grip, but yet i was so willingly to be held so tightly. www.gendou.com, go search for it inside, but login first…. just in case you all people are curious what’s this song’s about. its jap, ofcourse. just look for the anime SHUFFLE! and it’ll do… In The Sky’s not bad too… You by Yuria, Innocence are not bad either. today in school, just got totally nothing to do. did some HTML stuffs and did utterly nothing. i was also noted that tomorrow got world skill training, sad, tomorrow 12pm release become –> 5pm release. just when i thought life’s easier and much better without holidays. my wrong decision. going to go to my mother’s store soon, going to buy some mangas and such… but was wondering should i really go or not… that granddaughter of mine wanna call me -.- so i wonder… its my decision now… but if i go to my mother’s place i would waste money, but if i never go she’ll forget about everything i told her to look out for instead. if i stayed at home, all i can do is talk to my granddaughter, but if i left, she’ll be alone and no one to talk to. man, life’s like Shuffle!, one way or the other you’ll gain a loss… but all i wish now… is to see ‘her’ as soon as possible. my life’s shorten by alot since yesterday. so then…
just another day, and got back into school. seen the timetable, and i can really, seriously, vomit blood and my intestines out. the time slots are tight, monday’s 10am till 5.30pm, tuesday is around 8-9am till 6pm, wed, not sure of the time the first class starts, but ends at 4pm+++, thurs is not sure of start, but ends at 5+ i think. friday’s normal, at least, 8-12pm. sheesh, don’t have time to play my HGame and my PS2 and enjoy my normal life in life. just need more money and i can get an external HDD………… i want a part time sooner or later, but need to settle with some ‘issues’ in school, with the teachers.
another day passed by. still the same old situation. its 8 minutes pass midnight. got 5 torrents active on my right. 1 wordpad, 1 .mpg and 1 IE on my left. messed up live. got only 3 hours left till end of the day. sheesh someone give me a better internet connection, mine totally sucks. i wanna have a GPS enabled internet with best and fastest rate of transfer. a RAM will do good too. anyways i am back to watch shuffle!. laterz.
i might also announce game release dates when i felt like it. only those people who check here out will get to see.
Not sure if i can say today’s a sad day or what so ever… felt like a sad fellow today… after looking at the ichigo100% comics… the ending’s sad… and whats more is alot of the things i interacted with are also in the same conclusion as ichigo 100%… so hence? sad day seriously. felt down the whole day… staring at the computer screen. not sure of what i lived for… and school’s next week, and i already don’t felt like going. also had argument with parents, and i ignored them for two months… and locked myself up by staring at my PS2’s TV screen or the computer’s. all of a sudden my sis became my supplier of money. she give me this and that sometimes, but quite frequent that a money-lustful sis gives me some pocket money. aw well, i thank her for that though. what do i live for anyways, if i am the one ignored person……
