Archive for July, 2006

What will be, will be. RIP my specs.

Wednesday, July 12th, 2006

well i wanna thank my mom for getting this specs for me, been a great time.
i wanna thank soccer players who taught me how to play well with my eyes.
i wanna thank my friends for praising me for this nice specs.
i wanna thank strangers for wow-ing me for this cool pairs of specs.
i wanna thank the gangsters out there for fearing this pair of specs.
in the end, i wanna thank you, specs, for being with me since my days in secondary school. may you be always by my side.
GOD BLESS!!!
Sp_a0005

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Avm7×0zj6nE

First Time Full-Drunk Panic…

Saturday, July 8th, 2006

Cockanadan~~~
Today… Sunday? aww dang… today cosplay thingy at downtown east.

speaking of which, i went out with friends to buy Suzumiya Haruhi’s Novel, BOUGHT 1-3 WOOTOOozOOOZT!!! dang happy. then i from Takashimaya walk to Bugis… Someone bang purposely into me and never say sorry, but i so happy, so i never bothered. Haruhi-ism <3
then parting with a group of friends, and my friend, JQ and I take MRT back to errr…. Dhoby Ghaut i think. Ah yeah, correct. then meet up with JQ’s friends from overseas and localseas. we fooled around at PS and see them play the soccer mania thingy lol. we then find a place to eat… they suggested… ok ATM first;FULL OF PEOPLE. Burger King;OK FULL OF PEOPLE. Then someone said he’s going to eat someone already…. Ok dang it. ATM then go Kopitiam. wahahahhaaha!!! ok up there… no money so JQ treat me at it. dunno why, one SG$5 and other (mine) SG$3.80 is calculated up to 13.80 or something. JQ give 50 dollar note but in the end ended up with around 30+. bloody hell i want to tell the uncle but JQ say nevermind la. so meh i don’t do anything.
late night, prolly 9+, i went to Free Banana (some place to drink stuffs, and yes, FREE BANANA), and they ordered 2 jurs of beer. without noticing, i consume 2 glasses. they give my a "Wtf?" face lol. then my head giddy, like heavy already. wow the first time, i felt like this, damn high. my face burning, my ears too, then my headache comes along later on, for a shortwhile.
ok, i waited for my friend till around 10+, then we say goodbye to the rest of them and left them behind to let them continue their drinking legacy =P
me and JQ took taxi, wow, i was like pwned. i just sat down while my friend called for a taxi. i remember what i talked about, and controlling my conscience still, but sometimes, words spilled out without me noticing. just felt damn good. mother sighed at me when i reach home.

next morning woke up, Saturday, wow, my body itches like mad. i played till my mother comes back and tell me that its my allergy, so i was like >_> dang it. it itches from my butt to the front then skipped my stomach then my shoulder area itches and my arms. wow own’d…. i felt bad the whole dang. for some reason, i scratch my butt, i have an immediate sensation to go small toilet.

sunday sunday…. COSPLAY!!! XD
waiting for that bloody ITE friend to call me. he said Saturday call me never call. ass. well…. i will wait nevermind :3

PS:SJ <3

fucked up me with a fucked up life…

Sunday, July 2nd, 2006

yeah… fuck it all, jo’ fuckin’? bringi’ on! it’s a fucked up world with a fucked up place, everybody judges looks from a fucked up face, fucked up dreams with a fucked up life, a fucked up car with a fucked up life. fucked up bro and a fucked up cat, fucked up mom and a fucked up dad, we’re all fucked up, so whatcha gonna do? well fucked up me, and a fucked up you. you wanna fuck me like an animal!!!! you wanna fuck me from the inside!!! you wanna fuck with me to take control!?!? just remember everything you do, will not bring you closer to me…
ain’t jo’ like’a bitch? a fucked up bitch? a screwed and a fuckin’ and fucked up bitch? just let you know, you’re fuckin’ fucked up, before i say fuck, two more times, there’re 27 fucks in this fucked up rhyhem!

whew, woulda felt better if none of those fuckin’ hos in the streets fucked around with me, especially a fucked up cellphone with a slutty face on it, man. i wish i coulda’ chill back in the white country or the yellow one, with more slightly-less-slutty-hos bangin’ around.

man i wish i coulda be stronger… just like someone…
somedays i sit, staring out the window, watching the day past me by…
sometimes i think, there’s nothing to live for, i almost break down and cry…
sometimes i think i’m crazy, yeah crazy oh so crazy…
why am i here, am i just wastin’ my time!?
then i see… my baby, then somehow i’m not crazy,
it all made sense when i looked into her eyes…
sometimes it feels like the world’s on my shoulders, everyone’s leaning on me…
sometimes it feels like the world’s almost over, but then she comes back to me… heh…

felt like rapping shit lately. alot came up on my head. well it wasn’t the first time i was like this, sis said i’mma natural in rap, but need to hone some skills in there. yeah. hmm…

its world full of fuckin’ rhymes, a place full of fucking crimes,
everyone holds one out to you and you won’t wanna know whatcha wanna do.
you go out there, shooting your .45, and them pineapples in the sky,
fucking crimes, people fucked up at you, you won’t wanna let you do whatcha wanna do.
you can just let them all space out, let them all blow their own brains out.
people justify what they do, but never once did they say what they want from you,
they push you around like a pussy-truck, they fucked you in the ass and you must shut up.

rewinded version, opposite.

its a spacious world where only fuckers live in, no one has stopped dreamin’,
so many of ‘em that you can stop shooting them, heads rolls on the clock,
peoples dying on the docks, people eating pills drugs and weeds,
and people go around and call them sweets.
youngsters nowadays are just fucked up, showing attitude without their balls spread out.
they had those things tied in twos, and wassup homie? your balls are juiced!
ok i see one walking in the streets, he stared at me, spit on my feet,
i bet you think i would do this and that, the problem, is, not worth my act.
if i could do it, you know i would, because you know he juiced pussy juice then squirt things too.
i would’ve get it down on his arms, spread out his legs, a kick in the middle, and he’s gonna fiddle.
or rather, just get him up on my ass, and splat all the chocolate into his mouth so…

ok i thinks thats enough for today… just felt fucked up.