i’ll swear i’ll devote myself to her everyday…
man Haruhi never cease to amaze me in all the Haruhiism fansites and in AS and in HF and in sos-dan.com and other places.
she even showed up a good result in the youtube community!
wow i’m so dang happy for her.
hmm… happy for Hirano Aya i guess.
lonely night~ (Gorgeous yeah~)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5mJXd2ljUA
GOGO HIRANO AYA-CHAN!!!
on man i think parents need more of an education more than i do. fucked up.
just because i missed helping my faggot mom to record some shitty show or some cooking shit she fucked with me.
ok here’s what i remember since i woke up partially in the morning;
i woke up and found mom telling me to help her record something on the TV at 1.30PM. well you know, a person who just woke up don’t get shit into his mind. so i just hand signal’d her to call me by phone by then.
she set an alarm clock instead, and there goes.
i woke up to play around with my friend’s PSP, which i just borrowed a few days back. pretty nice Monster Hunter Freedom, i love it. hacking and slashing away at monsters… man i wish i could have this in my own life too. bah, its all fantasy and myths, and along with that, YUME, or rather, 夢想．．．
whats not nice about it? well in that world you get money from slaying things that doesn’t belong to this world, or you kill things in order to protect and stuffs. i think thats the world i’m supposed to be in instead, not some "go-get-a-life-and-fuck-yourself-up" realistical shit ass life now in the real world. i’ve got to live with it, i tell myself.
I’m my own life.
hence goes, watched a few anime and its prolly around 12pm.
i already forgot all about the recording of that dunno-what-mom-wants show.
hence i continued and used the computer to burn and backup things again, and along with downloading new things too.
man i really need a new RAM… 1GB would be good. 65dollars so far, 65 more to go.
and fucking upside down, my projects, all 3 of them, must be in within 4 September, where my mom thinks i’m crapping around and not really being honest about it. she thinks that i want that 1GB ram just for myself and for my own entertainment, but actually its the other way; i do like to do things my own way in my own pace, in my own time and will.
but shit, 65 within this month… that’ll be 7 more days before i’m dead.
and yeah, after talking for so long, i found out that its 2.00pm, and i never recorded her show.
then i called her to apologize.
know what?
i got screamed at instead.
and she’s pissed, i understand.
but, pissed until she don’t want to fulfill something she promised 4 months ago?
she’s bloody full of shit made of human waste.
thats the thing she’s throwing back at me.
why did she do that?
she is mad.
why mad?
because mad!
lame reason, i think a 5 year old kid can think of excuses better than you.
fuck you mom, you always stood by me, i do agree, but breaking over an uncountable promises is too much.
you know what you broke this time?
my trust in you, mom, you’ve fucked up my whole life now, thanks to you.
you can just go to the fucking red hell and burn yourself into a million pieces.
of second thought….
i think you can’t die yet, not now when i’m still needing money.
yeah, you can’t die as long as i live, and as long as i live, you must working to your weakest and till you drop, but not die.
ahahah…
its not a good thing to screw with me.
a guy’s fury is worst than armageddon in the doomsday bible.
it could be making a whole world into a living second world of hell.
beware.
PS:I’m still fucking pissed. you know what? i felt like making the dog wet her bed >.>
i wanna give up on life
i wanna give up on everything
i wanna give up on the love life i’m currently reaching for…
maybe i should get RUM.
RUM.
ALCOHOL.
Bloody Mary.
Lemonade + RUM.
Hi Ho Rum Rum Rum For Moi For Teh Rest of This Day.
Happy National Of The Red Red Day.
wehehehehheheh~
I’m mad today, super-hyper.
felt like rapping shit but lost the touch of it.
welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll… i forgot most of the lyrics.
heh.
Yo, walking in the streets in the cool of the night.
finding that your pants is going extra tight.
you wanna go look for some of them ho’s.
but yo pocket lack the greens to feed them up, jo.
wussy in the air, coming to me
all the people have to justify the quality of chicks, heh.
the fireworks on display yet the colors was never heard or been said oh
walking in the streets in the place where prostitutes find prosperity, oh.
fapping in the gas, crossing my ass, and everyone just wanna fucking go up right there catching my ass oh.
come on there, cum on your lips, fuck that, cum on your hips, and some on teh teets, oh.
come on right now, this loada shit’s gonna be heavy, and i’m suiting on my law suit, FUCK YOU BABEH~
hmmm after listening to Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni…
i felt like doing the same, nice weird tunes to the scary background of cute girls running around with a hatchet and trying to kill someone 
weeehehehhehehehheheh~
i also felt like killing someone this day -_-;
gah i think i probably have nothing to say other than WTF @ THIS WORLD!
ok i’ll need to download stuffs now…. laterz.
waddaya know… i’m back after sometime…
my hand now quite…… tired. right one that is. i’m not doing what you think i did, well i didn’t do it at night though >.>
in the morning woke up, shit 7.15am, need to reach school at 8am, with a 1hr bus ride.
then i bathe, worse still, 7.45am -_- screw it.
luckily i on time, well, not totally, late by 3mins. 8.33am heh. for me, my school time is always Starting Lesson’s Time +30mins. Mind me.
then i rushed through my project, fucked up a GIF animated file 10 times, wasted me totally 3 hrs to fix it.
then, asked Askninja, i mean, Aznijah for help, lmao, i felt sick -_-;;;
somemore i not enought thing to eat at 11.30am.
man i wish i was in a high school life where the girl who likes me and i like her equally makes me a bento (er sorta like the japanese type of home-made meal that you bring to school in a box or such), and she will go "Shige-kun~ Ahhhh-shite!" (Ahhhh-shite is like telling you to AHhhh~ Its somewhat like extra effect)
then i go "Ahhhh~~ Umai!" (Umai means yummy ;q)
then sit at the bottom of a huge tree and rest till break ends, then we go back to our un-wanted-because-separating-us-apart-class.
sadly, the dream was shatter by the rain that started outside.
Meh, dream on. Its all my dreamland here. Mehehehehe.
then i resume my Haruhiism Flash Project, so i continued….
made a flash intro of 40+ seconds, people in my class say "Waaaa so long! Belok sial!" and "Ming Tak full mark already lah" and such. well i doubt so, i think my flash sucks. HTML and SQL works better. Eh maybe not SQL ^^;
lately i’m really really really into haruhi!
Look:
i even made a shirt on it
i’m so proud of myself.
well sadly, in this world of mine, haruhi is like a god, but not a god. get what i mean?
then, next, Farhanah (A malay girl, who’s very very noisy. used to be my next-desktop-neighbour) came to my place and say "Ming Tak Help Me!!!" and i was looking at her.
she was adjusting her jacket, then i replied:
Er helping you strip? O.o
"No! Weii~"
Then what?
"Help me do something~"
Stripping you?
"NO!!! You come over here."
Ok fine fine…
"Here."
Oh. I don’t know about that. The Mr Dinyar (My MULTIMEDIA TEACHER! THE INDIAN MACHINE GUN!) is behind, go ask him.
"Ok. Nevermind now, you can go back now."
Fine.
Back to my desk, i continued my stupid flash thingy.
continued for another hr, and voila, FINSIHED MY INTRODUCTION!
then i asked around if anyone know how to do the Login page thingy.
"I know."
Not you, oh noes.
Farhanah went over and helped me quite a bit, other then the Password area was misplaced by Passoword.
and Username as Uesrname. Helll with that.
Whew i managed to finish Intro, The login and accept and reject. i’ll only need to do the linking of the Login to Accept and Reject page. then its perfect enought to make a Main Page where i begin my haruhiism.
Then again, my shoulders are heavy.
The whole class was empty by the time i finished up till there. deadline was extended to Thursday.
Oh, yazeer (Some Malay guy who’s sarcastic and funny and moronic and demonic and gay. he’s quite tall and quite the talker :/) said to play soccer, so i went along.
Farhanah was going to find her "guy" at block 3, ok well, followed along and then i met Yazeer at the SC room.
Ok, all members are set. time to set out.
playing a few matches, quite well done i do say so myself.
till they got more people to play in the basketball court instead.
that’s when the incident happen.
I went to intercept a ball, then, "Zaag~" What?
i look at my pants… Ok, thats….. quite a hole there. well no matter, i can still play with that hole there.
and again, another ball too far to reach, so i stretch, and "Zaaaaagg~!"
Whoa, this time, its longer… All the way back to my butt area.
then lastly, it ended with another "Ziiiigg~", when my pants became like this.
as you can see, i’m grabbing by the middle part of my pants.
yes, it split into almost two.
and i was still in school you know.
hell what a day.
anyway it was cooling~ Wee~
but having the feeling of walking half naked around is probably the worst thing i can imagine.
and the people i played soccer with, started to look weird -_-
and one of them said he’s gay. oh my god, then Yazeer grabbed my balls for hitting him with the ball two times in the stomach. Argh!
i’ll skip minor events, not that important anyways.
i went to find a pants to wear in the admin office. it was closed. shit.
a teacher came and say:
"What you’re trying to break the door is it?"
Like hell i would, i thought its was opened.
"What do you want?"
I need a pants.
"What happened?"
I ran, then i fell, then BOOM! My pants split into halves, see?
"Hmm i’m not sure, you can ask Mr RUBEN."
Ruben? That Ruben? That SICKO’ PSYCHO MINDED RUBEN!?!? Oh well not much of a choice… i guess.
i unwantingly went to Mr Ruben who’s just nearby and asked for a pants to wear.
"What happened?"
I did the same thing as i did to the previous teacher.
"Sial La!"
"Hahaha~!"
"Wow Big sial!"
The unneccessary voices of the students nearby.
"Hmm… Ok maybe i’ve got a pants for you… Come with me."
Me and Kei walked with Ruben to the PE Room, where he dragged out a white long pants for me.
"Try wearing this… Do you have a T-Shirt?"
Yeah, here it is.
"Ok, wear this pants and change into your T-Shirt. You’ll look weird if you wear your uniform."
Uhhh ok.
man i never thought Mr Ruben could be so kind after all the rumors i’ve heard around. No matter, not my problem.
hence i went to the toilet to change into that pants, man its tight at the ends, loosy in the middle.
Kei waited for me till i got out from the toilet.
hmmm…. then i hanged around in the SC room till like 7+, then i left after saying goodbye.
Woo, my sweat stinks.
heh, i’d bet i smell like mustard with sweat smelling favour. it stung!
but then, in Bus 72, i got sick, my stomach doesn’t feel well, so i, you know, released some gases. woo~ alot of them smell me, hehehehehe. even one guy got away by sitting on the other side. oh well, its human nature, don’t tell me you don’t fart.
ok then, i’m at home. whew, today was such a nice day, being home in the end and so on.
nothing felt better than being at home.
i felt like calling Shujun… so i went to the long-forgotten friendster to check her out instead, she might be busy.
hmm… seen some "Nicely Written Sarcasm Words That Stung Alot Of Holes In My Heart" testimonials. whew.
aww well, doesn’t really matter. don’t wanna discuss this further.
hmmm then… sadly, i got so tired that after i bathed, i slept quickly.
how did i wrote this blog?
Well….
Ask Suzumiya Haruhi.
be right back?
i’m sleepy…
