The Life I Was And Is In

ok its all well since the first day there.
then things starts to get wild the week after.
2 weeks gone, same as ever.
3rd week came, things changed for the better pace.
4th came, shit, things too wild and outta control.
5th now, jesus.
6th is now though, sucks.
a friend of mine, Ryan Goh Chok Tong, or whatever, is leaving this friday.
sad for me, good for him.
he study in school and tease people,
i stay here like a dickhead and run around like a muthafucker.

first i’ll explain why i’m sadden all of a sudden:
a colleage of mine, named St*v0n, was actually treating me quite good for the past few weeks.
he’s like a bigger brother to me, heh, i can say that.
oh by the way, there’s one person called Benjamin, shortly Ben, named FYP, Foo Yong Ping i think, whatever.
St*v0n was cool, an understanding guy who always helped me out with a nice pat on the back.
meh, we went rawr in the storage room the other side of the office with Ryan, Me, St*v0n, and a girl and someone in the shadows.
so every goes good…
yesterday was eh….. Tuesday.
things changed.
ok i dunno what happened.
then in the evening, things went wrong for me.
St*v0n was like abit of weirdness in him.
then and again i won’t explain in detail, i’m muffled.
today morning was like yesterday’s evening mood.
then after that, he went on an errard.
after he returned, hohohohoho.
fucked up.
cold shoulders, ice caps, whatever you call it, its happening.
ask him things, he just reply nothing, or said something as simple as "You’re in my way" or "Get outta my sight".
ok maybe he used replacement words for the better.
even the great guy ALAN is on it too.
just give him a nice tap on the shoulder, and a reply came "DON’T TOUCH MY SHOULDER."
woooo.
its fucked up today.
i felt like blowing up the whole muthafucking company into dust.
nothing’s worthy there.
still………
i’ll see how things goes.
pipebombs will do the trick.
know how to do it?
i do.