i dream..
Thursday, December 28th, 2006just woke up
been dreaming of her and me
in a fantasy land
where firework spreads
yet
those things were so sweet
so real
no fakes
i can even feel myself peeing in the toilet
woo~
i even know there’re homos in the streets as i walk across
hey~!
some places only allow
kids below 11yrs old to cross whoa
when i look in that place?
kids were having fun in that place
man
what are they doing?
i don’t know
i only see steams comin’ out on the glass window
i walked away
out to find the girl i’ve lost today, man
i still remember her sweet smile
back before i even know her sound
back then:
i was on the phone
talking to her all night long
in the end?
i just walked out of the door and saw
a taxi waiting there all along
i took the cabby and then scrabby
hooked up some nice gags for the family
and then, i ended up in someone’s house
hmmm
interesting
but let me out?
no way, the girl just let me in
then i sat on the floor
the room she’s in
huh?
this is her bedroom?
man its ordinary
no big booms
a few more guys came on in
i don’t know what they talked among themselves
Gossips
then, they just left, hand in hand
they left the door, boom, ok, bye bye then
i only remember that her mom called
i got scared and she said "Hallow!"
i greeted back with a grinning smile
she smiled back, and she said that she going spa
oh ho, now its only me and her alone
wait
but isn’t her bro just next door?
i checked, i stopped in my tracks
ok
he’s not there
we’re still alone
we tried doing naughty things in her room
wtf
she’s already in her pajamas too?
ehehe
i started to do that stuff…
but then…
does she have a guardian too?
wooo~
thats the end of that part of story
now back to my part
i even dreamt of being in a car
where everyone’s in
me and her, we were sitting in the same roll
back inside of a 6-seated car for 6
but only 5 were inside there
whoa
i dreamt that it can even drive overseas
ohoh
so far
i felt nothing’s surprising
weird
maybe i’m all into it
we stopped at a floating platform
where a building’s currently having progress on
wtf?!
it collapse all of a sudden
so happens that we were all seperated
so was she
we got back in the car without noticing
then
as we got far from view and never felt
that a girl is missing
i’m in her seat
i said SHIT
ok
time to return there
but no…
the building
sunk in the sea
i lost all hope
then my phone rang
its a message
it says
"Meet you at the party."
i suddenly just stood at a place
stranger to me
but still
nostalgic feeling
i walked towards a coffee shop
and she’s there
i crossed a road where death and life is crossing the road
living one road, the death one too
i see
this world have no boundaries
so it seems normal to me
i just cross the road to see the one who meets me
ok
she’s here
all lively and well
but still
she invited me to a theme park as well
its a ticket for 2
for the fireworks festival
what!?
she bought them for me, wtf?
so hence she took my hand, and ran off as well
man
i’ve never been so happy in my life
and hence, we’re at the gate
thats where it ends
that cannot be
then
i saw her waiting at the gates of a theme park
along with some other guys i hang along in that 6 seat shit
nevermind that
that land is so nifty
i almost can’t catch my breathe
so uneasy
the transport there isn’t a lift train
instead
a creature, or is it?
its a air-lifting transport from what i see that it is
but eh… does it have air bags fill with H2, see?
and whats more its breathing like a real monster
not monster
instead
a puffer fish’s skeleton
a guy took her hand and just went off
i missed her hand when she’s about to take off
i saw the look in her eyes as she just left
i hecked
i climbed the wire instead
i was desperate
afraid of her being carried away
so i climbed and climbed…
scars on my hands
i finally reached the place where i think they should be
oh ho?
i think i saw them
floating down with the fish (the transport)
i think that its been attacked or some sort
ok
then i jumped down from THIS height without a scratch on my toe
i went around searching for her
oh man
i think i lost her
back where we were
i started to panic
without spree
ok
this is no theme park
this is a street
back from where i started is the place that i stop
i never forgotten about who we were and where we are
i only remember her face
her smile and grin
man
i don’t those smiles from real life are for me
and then i continue down the street itself
saw the 11-year kid shop
and then the toilet itself
i saw an auntie looking at me inside the toilet
she’s in the bathroom
looking at me peeing
i sweat
and ask her whats her problem
she said don’t pee there because i’m blocking her way
so happens that the man’s peeing toilet-bowl
is just infront of a woman’s toilet-bowl
guess what
i said
find a way out yourself
she stood quiet, waited for me to pee all
then…
i saw her
then i woke up and saw
its a dream
man i wish that the smile and the fun with her is real
so it seems unreal
she seems to be with other guys
all but me
i’m afraid all along
so it seems
i even said i loved her
she justified
and said
oh, you still love me meh?
ow
that hurts
alot and alot
well
i never really took that into heart
but still
thinking of it is enough
to say that
she loves me not?
well…
its up to her i guess
i give all i can
to accept or not is up to her now
man i wish that dream is real…
